It took me a day and I gave up on You when You waited for me for a lifetime. When I could not be comforted, I turned away, and like a scorned bride, looked for comfort elsewhere.
I thought I was mature. But I guess I was really too young in the faith to ever carry off the faith in the silence.
I know now I should have kept praying, because even if I cannot feel or hear You, You still here me. I know now I should have kept reading, because even if the words do not mean a thing today, they will mean something tomorrow.
I should not have thought it was all a waste of time, knowing now that I am on Your time. I am sorry for being unfaithful. I know now that I should have kept the faith, even in the silence.
